It has to be a disorder of some sort. Really though. I can’t do anything because it all stresses me out. I don’t do my homework till the last minute because if I try to do it early I’ll panic if I can’t get it right the first time. By procrastinating I have to turn in my first attempt and that has to be good enough and that works for me. This journalism class is killing me because it requires so much work outside of class and so much preparation. I can’t throw it together at the last minute. And I just don’t know how to write an article. It’s a completely different style than I’m used to and it makes me feel like an idiot that I can’t do it. I’m trying to learn it, but it’s so unnatural to me. It’s so hard. I just don’t know what to do. I guess I just want to do something that doesn’t require me to think. I should probably just go to sleep.